If you want to find out more about Dianetics and Scientology, the best way to do this is to read an L. Ron Hubbard book on the subject. I personally recommend you read Dianetics: The Evolution of a Science.
This book really helped me with understanding that aspect of my mind and others which was not under my control. A part of which influenced my day to day living. It also let me know how to rise above it and to finally be myself.